Gay Love
To Be AnorexicYou wouldn’t understand. To compare yourself with others who are skinnier or fatter constantly; to feel the shame at knowing you’re larger and the satisfaction at knowing you’re thinner; to deprive yourself of the nourishment your body craves; to acknowledge you control your body’s cravings; to find pleasure in that thought; to dread stepping on the scale yet have a compulsion to do so; to cry if weight has increased or failed to change; to smile when the number goes down; to find beauty in the peeking bones beneath your pale skin; to admire the sunken, hollow eyes; to envy a corpse; to strive for perfection; to never knowTo Be Anorexic
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